I have come to the conclusion that my boyfriend is a bit of a smooth operator. We have been going out for about six months now. Although I really love the guy, I think that he is the sort of person who plays the field a lot. It probably comes from owning his own business and being super confident, but I am not sure about him sometimes, I do not always feel really comfortable in his company and some of my friends from https://www.charlotteaction.org London escorts say the same things.
Do we have a long term future? I am not sure that we do have a long term future at all. I like being with him, but I don’t feel close to him at all. It feels like he keeps me at an arms distance at times, and that is not a good feeling. He seems to have a problem with forming personal relationships, and likes to live in what I call his own light. In other words, he thinks that the world revolves around him all of the time. But then again, many of the gents that I meet at London escorts seem to be the same way inclined.
I think that the most important thing about my boyfriend is that he is kind of generous. When we first hooked up, he took me out on these really lovely days out. It felt like I was getting in touch with the real person, and that made a lot of difference. Away from his mates and his business, he was a totally different person and I found that a massive turn on. When we are with his friends, it is very much like he needs to show off all of the time, and I don’t like that.
It is good that he does not have a thing about me working for London escorts. So many guys that I meet drop you like a stone when they found out that you work for a London escorts service. My boyfriend has not been worried about that at all, and just allowed me to get on with it. He picks me up from the night shift at the escort agency, and makes sure that I get home safely. It is only when he is with his mates, his character changes completely.
Deep down, I think that he is really insecure, and this is what has turned him into such a smooth operator. If you like, it is his way of controlling things and when I look at him, I see a little boy who is actually rather insecure. I am not sure what is going to happen in the future, but I do think that my boyfriend and I will carry on seeing each other for some time yet. He may be a smooth operator, but like I keep telling my friends, and fellow London escorts, this guy really does have a heart of gold and loves to look after his friends. It is just that he has to be allowed to do in his own sort of way.